I'll be here all year so get used to it.

Enrollment. Sectioning. Re-orientation. New classmates.



Tiring. Sucks. Boring. I don't want to say it.



I feel so messed up. I feel like I have a hangover yet I didn't even drink.

I feel so mad at myself for not even trying to speak to her this afternoon.

I can't think of anything to say. Well, at least she looked so pretty. Yeah, and I could just stare into her eyes and be lost. I could just be doing this but I choose not to. I know I have the balls for it. I have the confidence to say it to her. But not now. Not this soon. I'll have to think of what might happen after. I have to put into play what might happen after. I don't want to mess the 1st month of school for her. I just don't. So, I'll not tell her this soon.

I hope when she sees this she might understand whats going through my head.

To put it simply, I like you too much. I can't help myself. So, I am not telling you what I feel. Not yet. I'll only tell you when the best time comes.