The Unseen Feelings

People sometimes think I'm always happy, I'm carefree, and somethimes always hyper.
I'm like that because I need someone who I can trust and talk about stuff, personal stuff. most of the times i laugh out loud because i want to block away the crying I hear inside me. Sometimee, the only reason I'm "hyper" its because I want to forget the problems and insecurities I have. Sometimes I just look happy but inside I'm angry, sad, lonely or depressed. Sometimes, I am really am happy because of the things that happen in a day. I'm happy that at least i have someone to talk to, at least listen. My happiness is sometimes shallow and i tend to laugh about thing that seem to be so plain and ordinary that i laugh like I'm an Idiot. Well, I really want someone by myside so i can talk to and to understand why I'm like this.