Chances...

Do I have to go through this thing again?

Liking a girl then ending up hurt, then Realizing i don't really have a chance or etc.

I don't want to go thought it again.

I won't tell this girl I like her until I want and have to.

I just cant tell her.. especially now that she likes someone else more apealing to her than me. I want to feel, just at least one day, feel needed or special to someone. I am sick and tired of these stuff but i can't help myself being emotional, a helpless romantic and a guy with little chances of being like by a girl with standards.

I don't like this feeling anymore. It makes me feel weak. I don't want to be hurt. I don't want to be rejected. Yet i have to face these things eventually. I can't keep myself from liking someone. I can't help it. I just want to throw it all away. I wish I can throw these but I can't. I don't know what to feel anymore. I don't now anymore.

I need help, I know. I just want someone ,who I have feelings for, tell me just one thing.

"You're special."