boredom does this to you....

Pare1: Pare! whats your biggest fantasy?
Pare2: to be kissed by someone in the rain! Ikaw, pare?
Pare1: to be that someone!
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Wife: ba't ang aga mong umuwi? siguro naghalf day ka ulet no?
Husband: Hindi honey! Sabi daw kasi ni Boss GO TO HELL!

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Pare1: Pare! Nag-away ulet kami ni misis kagabi!
Pare2: Oh? Sinong nanalo?
Pare1: Basta sa huli nakaluhod!
Pare2: Oh? anong sinabi niya?
Pare1: "LUMABAS KA DIYAN SA ILALIM NG KAMA!"

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Pare1: Pare! Bat ka late ?
Pare2: Nilibing pa kasi biyenan ko.
Pare1: Eh! ba't ang dumi ng itsura mo?
Pare2: Naglaban eh!
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Pare1: Pare! Iniwan na ako ni misis! Nakahanap ng iba!
Pare2: Diba mabuti ka naman na asawa?
Pare1: Oo, Pare!
Pare2: Eh, Ba't ka iniwan?
Pare1: Nahuli ako nagbabar...
Pare2: Wala namang bar dito eh!
Pare1: Meron... Gay bar!

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Love hurts...

Love hurts so much... especially when you really feel when your in love.
Its like getting somethign stabbed inside you. As if your heart wants to just fall out. It really hurts when you want her to know that it hurts yet you can't tell her. You don't know what to do, to think, to feel... I don't know anything.

It just hurts so much to know that she likes someone else that might fall for her and that he may know the best secret there is now. HER. I feel so useless and weak when I think about these kinds of stuff. When I try to think of happy thoughts It keeps on going back to her. It justs hurts.

Why can't I tell her?

No! I should not tell her.

I must hide these feelings from her.

I just can't think of anything to do to make me feel happier.

Nobody knows how sad I am right now. Even if i smile, somethimes its just the thought that she is happy... because of another guy...

Te quiero mas de lo que quiero vivir....

I want to learn spanish so bad... because its just sound so romantic.

I want to say "Te quiero" to her... yet she still doesn't even know how much i like her.

I still can't stop thinking about her. Even though I think I don;t really have a chance, I still think she will know that I like her.

I know this sound kinda stupid, but its just that I can't put to words how I feel.

I just feel so lonely, inside and out, when I stop thinking of her and when i think of her i still feel lonely because I know she likes another guy. Who is way better looking than me. Yet I will only stop till my heart stops beating the same rhythm it beats when im with her.

I just can't really put into words how much I can say to her.

Sometime when I see her, I just lose the words in my mind. I never got used being around girls especially the girl I like because I don't know what to talk about.

I don't know what will happen when i say it. I don't know what will i say after they say something. How it will register in thier mind. Is it bad or good. Does it say something about me.
I don't know if they'll even care about what I say. I don't know alot of things about girls. I just know that they are kinda hard to understand.

So, most of the times I just keep my mouth shut and say nothing. Then wasted the chance of talking to her. I just hate my self if that happens.

I just hope I might get used to girls being aroud especially now that I'm already in a co-ed school.

Sometimes, I just need someone who I can talk to about anything. I need someone who I can make them happy. Someone who also can make me happy. Someone who I can make her feel special and she can make me feel special.

I just wish she feels happy when i say that she looks pretty, nice or ... beautiful no matter what she looks like. But she doesn't even know I think that way. She doesn't know I feel lonely.

I'll just wait... and see what happens...

My Imagination Keeps me Alive and Going....

I hate liking someone... because she is the only person I can think of. Non-stop even if i try.

Its going to be harder for me to sleep because I can't make my mind blank.
I can't stop thinking of how pretty she looks like.
How her hair looks great even if its not that fixed.
How she has a pretty smile even with braces.
I just can't stop thinking of her.
How elegant she walks through the halls.
How seeing her smile makes me crazy.
How much I want to make her go out with me to watch a romance movie (for a guy, i like romance movies).
How much I want to hold her gentle hand.
How much I would give up to just stare at her without her noticing... and when I get caught she is also guilty for staring at me.
How much I want to see her Smiling because I made her smile.
How much I could sing her a song.
How much I want to show her that I really really really like her.
How much I want her by my side when I'm sad and i'm beside her when she is sad.
How much I want to run around in the rain with her.
How much I want to make her laugh her silly yet sweet laugh.
How much I want to hug her so tight and never let go.

YET... haven't even tried to be with her for the whole day.. just us...
just us... no one else but us... just me and her.

I just can't control my emotions. I just can't help myself be like this.

I want to let this all burst out because i can't help myself.

I don't know if im sweet or just freaking corny.

Chances...

Do I have to go through this thing again?

Liking a girl then ending up hurt, then Realizing i don't really have a chance or etc.

I don't want to go thought it again.

I won't tell this girl I like her until I want and have to.

I just cant tell her.. especially now that she likes someone else more apealing to her than me. I want to feel, just at least one day, feel needed or special to someone. I am sick and tired of these stuff but i can't help myself being emotional, a helpless romantic and a guy with little chances of being like by a girl with standards.

I don't like this feeling anymore. It makes me feel weak. I don't want to be hurt. I don't want to be rejected. Yet i have to face these things eventually. I can't keep myself from liking someone. I can't help it. I just want to throw it all away. I wish I can throw these but I can't. I don't know what to feel anymore. I don't now anymore.

I need help, I know. I just want someone ,who I have feelings for, tell me just one thing.

"You're special."

Everything is different now...

Everything changes over time, sometimes you get left behind. Your friends in the past seems to ignore you. People change in how they look. Girls that look "so-so" now looks like the envy of many. Guys grow taller.( and I'm not gaining any inches). Enemies become friends. Friends become enemies.

Change is always there. I know that. But I feel so left out. Left behind. No one to turn to. No one beside me. Everyone of them going through me and i ahve to make a decision. Its either I move out of the way or get crushed by the feeling that they don't need you, that they can move on with their lives without me

Should I just leave them be or try to at least talk to them?

Everytime I look at my Twitter or Facebook I just see that they changed and its just I can't talk to them becauseI think I'll be FC. Also, I just think that they'll just ignore me.

Its just that I don't know if they want or at least would enjoy if I said "hi".

I just want you to say...

I'm beggining to get pissed every time I say "hi" "sup?" or "hey" they always say GM?

Its just that I don't GM that much anymore. I'm trying not to anymore. Its just so annoying.
Tell me "you GM alot noon kasi..." or anything like that. SO WHAT? noon yun eh... its just so annoying.

Our hope is not on man...

Election day is today.

Watching the news makes me see the suckish system in the Philippines. My parents didn't get to vote because of the lack of a proper system. My uncle and his family had to wait 4 hours to vote.
That just makes me so irritated and so confused.

Many PCOS machines were malfunctioning. Armed combat in Mindanao.

What the hell!?

Those machines were malfunctioning because it wasn't tested. Most of the congress men and women questioned and didn't want to make the elections electronic because they didn't trust the system though it was 99.9% cheat proof. (except for the buying of votes, etc.) The machines were not tested because it was delayed. If it was not delayed then the machines were tested then there will be not that much problems.

The Armed combat in Mindanao, its just BS. Why can't the people in Mindanao have a peaceful and clean election? Why won't the officials there accept the change in the government and
just stepdown? Why does the Power have to stay within the family? Why should there be killing and violence? THE GOVENMENT IS FOR THE PEOPLE BY THE PEOPLE. Period!

I just hope that the people who are going to be sitting there on top be the rightful one and the people won't put their hopes on a simple man. Because ONLY GOD can make those people move. I hope that instead of hoping on the person up there they would put their hopes on the person above the person up there,God.

Sugar don't let me down...

Okay, I'm blogging while on a sugar rush. hahaha
Sunday is the day tomorrow. Its also the time when I get a Haircut. Tomorrow is the day i say goodbye to my (kinda) long hair and hello to my scalp! WAHAHAHA
(told ya I'm on a sugar rush.)

Hahaha I'm on a sugar rush because I just had a donut and 2 fraps! hahaha

I feel happy todays remenising of stuff about.... safdasdf.

Okay i ahve nothing else to say,

Ow yeah BTW! Suns lead 3-0 against the Spurs and the Cavs lead 2-1 against the C's

Lakers-Jazz and Magic-Hawks tomorrow!

Ten songs I like

So you might get to know me throught the music I listen to so I'll give you a list of ten songs

1. Living on a Prayer by Bon Jovi
2. Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
3. Mad by Ne-yo
4. You Give Love a Bad Name by Bon Jovi
5. Harana by Parokya ni Edgar
6. Replay by IYAZ
7. Skyway Avenue by We the Kings (acoustic version)
8. Hot Air Balloon by Owl City
9. Salt Water Room by Owl City
10. Thunder by Boys Like Girls

take my heart but don'y break it...

How hard is it to move on?

Its hard. Most of the times you thik your over her, but you still see yourself head over heels for her.

I got to move on on my first crush, because it was only a crush. i don't know if really got over my second. i just decided that i don't have any chance with her that time. I dunno. Okay, my Third one I don;'t know. She might read this but ow well, so i wanted to get over her halfway throught my US vacation but it took me about 2 weeks to realize i have to and only be friends and she is cool with that anyway.

Now, I have this problem. I've been like "thinking" about a group of girls. They might be my friends. I won't tell by the way. But at this time, I really wan to talk to them. I just feel happy when I get to talk to them. I don't really like like them but its just i can't stop thinking of them.
I just find them so attractive and I just can't help it. It makes me MAD(the crazy type) and so... stupid!

I can tell them this but it might break our friendship.

Pain, Pain never goes away

Yesterday, I hit my right pinky finger on a rock and got sratches, then in the afternoon got my left pinky jammed. Then today, got my left leg hit the bottom part of our van.

Damn, those minor stuff won't stop me but will affect how ill walk and move my fingers, yet something smaller and less physical can cahnge my attitude about something or someone.

sometimes, just saying something can affect how a person think, feel or understand. Though, it may look like over-reacting but small words can hurt, kill, heal, and encourage a person, depending on what is being said.

So use, your words carefully, because thay can make or break a person's life.

The Untold Secrets...

Recently, I just wanted to start a clean slate. I don't like anyone, no crushes, no feelings, no Nothing.

But its hard to be numb, there are girls there that I... think their pretty, cute or beautiful, but i always think that the will never fall for a guy like me, especially sfasfsd. I always thought that there is always a better guy for her and that she may be happier with that Guy than me.

Sometimes, I daydream about those Girls and ending up being the last guy that they dated then dumped then ending up with the next guy. Like that movie "Good Luck Chuck".

I just hope that there will be the perfect girl for me someday.

The Unseen Feelings

People sometimes think I'm always happy, I'm carefree, and somethimes always hyper.
I'm like that because I need someone who I can trust and talk about stuff, personal stuff. most of the times i laugh out loud because i want to block away the crying I hear inside me. Sometimee, the only reason I'm "hyper" its because I want to forget the problems and insecurities I have. Sometimes I just look happy but inside I'm angry, sad, lonely or depressed. Sometimes, I am really am happy because of the things that happen in a day. I'm happy that at least i have someone to talk to, at least listen. My happiness is sometimes shallow and i tend to laugh about thing that seem to be so plain and ordinary that i laugh like I'm an Idiot. Well, I really want someone by myside so i can talk to and to understand why I'm like this.

ground Zero...

I'm making this blog so I can write anything i need to let out. if you want to read fine, go ahead, but don't judge me by the stuff i write here, I DON'T like that. Judge me only when you get to know me. I don't know how to start this blog so I'll just tell you about my day.

May 5, 2010

Woke up early fro the 3rd straight day at around 7 am. Ate breakfast, then played basketball. I sweat alot that time. I'm trying to lose weight so i have to sweat alot, well good thing im back in the philippines where whatever i do can trigger my sweatglands. so then ate lunch, played pokemon(i know its so kiddy but yeah i played pokemon) ruby, got groudon and beat wallace then got bored, then played outside to get extra weight off. Then took a bath.
Todays schedule was supposed to wait for my dad so we can go to Tri noma to watch Iornman 2 but we left early so we can have time to go around the mall. So at Tri noma we stayed at coffeebean(the stall inside the mall) then waited for my dad to arrive. Thanks for texting( Alyssa, Paula, Sam, and Gan). I got depressed at that point bacause i saw so many couples there and i felt lonely. Got to the movie, it was great, waited for the post credits(thanks for texting me to wait until the end who ever you are) then drove home then made this blog.

that was my day so this is also the end of my first post. bye