Don't Play With Me Fate!

I'm kinda messed up right now. I don't really know. But I don't really know how this will go but i just hate it when fate plays and toys with you. Or just maybe fate isn't playing with you. Someone else is. *sigh*

I hope I won't be as confused. I don't really know right now if i still like her or not. If i have a chance or not. Or if she is worth it or not.

PLEASE DON'T PLAY WITH ME. I'm weary and tired. I need some rest. (but this f*cking HW won't do itself) haay...

Hope this will be a fun week.

Hope that everything might be clear to me this week.

But nothing will happen if i just wish.

I have to be a man! I learned something today at church. Since it was the OPM 2 series, it talked about Filipino mind sets. Today, the "Machonurin" mindset was talked about.

The main question was, "what is the mark of a real man?". Does a real man have to be "Macho" have to dominate the family with an iron hand? NO! Does a man have to give in to the voice of his wife? NO! A real man, is someone who takes full responsibility of what he does. He doesn't try to avoid responsibility but take FULL responsibility. THAT is the mark of a real man!