Is this the End?

"And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

You were still here..."

I have this song, So Sick by Ne-Yo stuck in my head for the whole week. I have been singing this in my head. I don't know why but maybe because i am just tired of playing games and chasing around. Sometimes I need to sit down and relax for a bit. To just lay down on the green grass and watch the blue sky with white fluffy clouds. But the past week has been a roller coaster of a week. It has always been rain, thunder, and lightning. Not much clear blue skies. Not much smiles. I felt so messed up last week. I can't really say what happened because its personal.

I want answers. Answers to questions I'm afraid to ask. Answers that may hurt someone. Answers that may lead to tears and broken hearts. I don't want to see you sad. I want to see you happy. I don't really know if your feeling the same thing as me. I just want to know. If you would ever like me.Even if I look and act like this I hope "that our hearts are congruent"

I just want you to be happy. But I wouldn't know until you tell me. If I were to end this, wish it would end in a good way.