Day 1: 10 things you want to say to ten different people right now.

I shall do this also because I am bored =))

1. Mas mataas nga final grade mo sa math1, sino naman mas mataas na GWA? :P =))

2. I miss your hugs :-<

3. I trust you that you won’t mistreat her or hurt her if ever you both gets into a relationship ;) :-bd

4. Okay lang yan! But don’t let yourself be distracted with it! :D

5. Magbabawas ako sa text kaya ayaw ko mag unli!

6. This person likes you! pero she wont admit it! =)))))))))

7. Sometimes my mood depends on the chance that if you reply to me or not! And you would be suprised if you knew who you are! :>

8. BOOKS BEFORE BOYS AH! =)))))))

9. Magsisipag na ako this quarter! i shall be DL!

10. I don’t expect you to like me back because right now i am clueless. I dont know what you feel or think about me. but at the least i want, is that for us to be close. but its hard for me to even talk to you.. i know i am so lame with the way i talk to you. but at least i have the guts for even trying. Hope you could give me a clue -__- @-)

GRADES!!

So im am posting my grades even if it is not complete:

STILL MISSING: ALGEB, CAD and PEHM

CHEM 1.5 BIO 2 PHYSICS 1.25 GEOM 2 ALGEB 2.25 SOC SCI 1.75 ENSCI 1.25 COMPSCI 1.75 CAD ? ENGLISH 1.5 FILIPINO 1.5 PEHM ? VALED 1.25

Brink of Extinction

Friendships made, friendships end

Friendships pushed to the edge

Some thrive while others die.

Others still in the process

of ending or repeating.

Today I felt so-so. Didn't feel happy but didn't feel sad. I'm not really depressed about the kinda low grades i got but i always think i could do better because i know i can.

I just feel confused about what i feel about certain people. I still think I am not happy with us being like this. Always awkward. Always not talking much. I don't even want us to be awkward but its hard if i'm the only one doing something. I don't know if we will ever be out of this kind of relationship. Maybe just maybe... you'll know how much i have fallen for you... how much i want to be by your side... how much i want you to be happy...

Is this the End?

"And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

You were still here..."

I have this song, So Sick by Ne-Yo stuck in my head for the whole week. I have been singing this in my head. I don't know why but maybe because i am just tired of playing games and chasing around. Sometimes I need to sit down and relax for a bit. To just lay down on the green grass and watch the blue sky with white fluffy clouds. But the past week has been a roller coaster of a week. It has always been rain, thunder, and lightning. Not much clear blue skies. Not much smiles. I felt so messed up last week. I can't really say what happened because its personal.

I want answers. Answers to questions I'm afraid to ask. Answers that may hurt someone. Answers that may lead to tears and broken hearts. I don't want to see you sad. I want to see you happy. I don't really know if your feeling the same thing as me. I just want to know. If you would ever like me.Even if I look and act like this I hope "that our hearts are congruent"

I just want you to be happy. But I wouldn't know until you tell me. If I were to end this, wish it would end in a good way.

Bad Day

I wish before this day ends it will get better. After a 3 perios 2 passed 1 failed. 2 are under my worry list.
I can’t stand the rain. Its not because I hate floods, I hate water or anything like that. its becasue you can’t do things you were supposed to do and it adds to my bad day.
Hesitation… please go away because you keep me from being happy.

Everyday I wish I had you by my side. I miss hugs…