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Friday, February 4, 2011

BADAF

When I text you, it means I miss you. When I don't text you, I want you to miss me.

Got that line from tumblr.

Today was generally a bummer. Well there were good points, like the bio long test was easier than expected and the algebra homework which i didn't do was not due today. But what made my day a piece of crap, was that I have been thinking too much. I feel so emotional today. I feel that i have hidden so much of my emotions that I am going to blow up right now.

No one is talking to me... It just makes me feel so unappreciated, and that I'm someone that is boring to talk to. I feel like an outcast. As if i don't belong anywhere. Just like a while ago, I was a loner walking around the campus. Nobody to talk to.

Another thought that kept on going through my head is that I feel that expected too much. I don't want to talk about what but it really hurts when you expected little but you get less than that...
So, generally thats my day.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Love ain't easy as 1 2 3 and a b c

WARNING! RANDOM POST!
So, it is a sunday night and i am still not asleep. Great! and its YMSAT week, the week were there are unusually long breaks and so much stuff to do. I'll bring my bio project tomorrow so... GOOD LUCK TO ME bringing this big "BALDE" hehehe.
I'm gonna see a lot of people tomorrow... and yes i am stating the obvious. I don't know what is gonna happen to the class especially after the (shush-shush). I just hope everything is fixed up And no more emotional people and useless cursing and no more haterz hating. (hehe used haterz... sorry i'm mababaw)

I feel so happy yet disappointed today. Disappointed because my brother's team lost today 33-38 and he hit a three-pointer about fifty seconds left but the game was still loss. I also got annoyed with his teammate, who was always open at the other side of the court but always misses. He got a 1-out of -13 Field goal. So... go very BV. And, I was happy because, one, finished painting "B.O.B." Blue and texted with her almost the whole day still drove me a bit crazy.

This is my most wordy post in a while so enjoy.